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[bdsm_kouji]

Well, I think I've got about half that junk out of my head currently.

... Is odd to say you feel smarter when you aren't think about how to do it all the time?

Though, Mom says I look too pale and I need to spend more time outside. And I keep telling her I walk outside for at least an hour each day, but then she keeps asking why my skin is so pale suddenly and ugh.

Also, I keep hearing all these kids in classes before the teacher comes in chattering about the Pros. Why do people want to be circus clowns? Bunch of fools.

And I oddly haven't seen much of the blimp, recently.

So... yeah. My brain feels smarter, and life's boring. What else is new.

Comments

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm equating rich with rich, here.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

... What's your point?

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

There's dummies of all types, so don't generalize?

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

Except those types are the general group on TV?

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

So?

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

Girls who are my classmates will be ruining their lives taking on type-casting roles that will close them off from any future?

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

That's sad.

But it's the exact same as acting or singing.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

Except here it's not a possibility, it's practically a fact, and it pisses me off.

So I hate the Pro Leagues.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

...Okay I can get that.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

So yeah.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

...

Aww, you care about your classmates.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

OF COURSE. They're likely to be my future clientele!

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

...Less touching but still a little touching.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

I suppose. I'm not a total monster.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

..You're pretty unmonstrous in general.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

... I should fix this.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

...Why?

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

Because it means I'm not menacing, which I need to be for work?

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

Well maybe it's just me.

Go make that one expression you make with the riding crop at a random guy and see how he reacts.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

k.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

He started kissing my feet and glorifying my name.

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

...That was sadder and more pathetic than I expected.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

...?

[beastkingnaoma.livejournal.com]

I expected like, fear and cowtowing, not instant grovelling.

[bdsm-kouji.livejournal.com]

There was fear. Then he went for my feet.